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Survival Mechanisms


Dissociation Theme: When Love Activates the split through the glass
This is what it's like to fall in love in the Opathian state. There isn't the wide, easy opening that the cultural narrative offers. It's very scary. It makes you feel lost. It's like someone or something is reaching through
B Bistak
7 days ago4 min read


Explaining Opathian
40-second explainer video on Opathian
B Bistak
May 71 min read


When Emotionally Challenged, Should You Run?
THE GATE SHOWS YOU HOW TO DEPART PREMATURELY. There's a specific kind of broken thing in your life. It's not the type of breakage that occurs abruptly. It's the kind that deteriorates gradually, over a period of years, in ways that appear normal until they don't. For Billy—whose story has haunted me for years—it was a fence. A backyard gate split open by a winter storm when he was eight years old. The gate remained broken in Billy's mind. And in that brokenness, something s
B Bistak
Jan 284 min read
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